- How do I know I was in love, why does it hurts when they leave or move on. Love is not suppose to hurt or cause pain. Why am I in pain?
- Fighting for her heart and maintaining my love for her on a regular basis was/is not a easy job. Working hard for anything should bring success but no amount of hard work should show failure like this on this level. Maybe im not working, or not am i smart, or working for the wrong thing.
- I had to test my self to see where Im at. To see if I was living a lie, or loving a lie, or not really loving at all. Have to shine the light on the darkness to reveal the truth. But how?
- Seeking spirit to find truth, tested the fire to learn of it authenticity. My love for her is real despite of her not loving me back or loving someone else.
Monday, July 31, 2017
Sunday, August 30, 2015
When a flower died from the harshness of winter.
The sun rises flowing in as spring, i think i have a temper.
Aging in sap made of broking hearts.
How do i still see a light beaming,
Even when the deep sea is so dark.
My past became my poison,
Slowly killing me inside out.
My youth tripled in age far past my number, ohh the gout.
Lights are dimmer. Strength is fainting. Bones are collapsing.
The poison started in the mind
Questioning my masculine.
Faith and hope my foundations,
Cannot be stood on any longer.
So i give in to the cureless poison. Submission. I'm not getting any younger.
But there a whisper breaks wind, my eyes are feed with bread of life.
Arise! A quickening jumps my body like a car battery with no life.
A glow, like an aurora shines obviously bright. I have sight.
My strength rises again and the poison starts to loose its might.
As dense my heart was, it begins to fill lite.
My heart beats faster when i have her in my sight.
Is my poisoning weakening, as i start to overcome my feats.
The urge to become stronger, the purpose to reach your goals peak.
Her voice rebuilds a falling temple,
Her presence shines on my hope.
Her scent is my pheromone taste, and toxic gas to the poisons yoke.
My weakness is here strength,
Her sensuality is my sunlight.
A touch electrocutes through the veins lasting through the night.
Thoughts of the image of her in my mind reoccurs every driving miles.
The toxic to the poison that weakens me comes from her lovely smile.
Tuesday, August 18, 2015
You gotta be real
No fear nothing to feel.
Mind Strong standalone
Make sure nothing goes wrong.
Think son dont run
Get it all done.
Never stop never quit
Make this -ish legit.
Take in and take all
Im never gonna let you
Youll never gonna get it.
Im not tired im not down
You just made me mad
This isnt over because
Im not going down without a fight
Youve awoking something in me.
Something ive been hiding
Something ive been awaiting.
The true me the real _
I told you not to do it
Not to try me.
Just to leave me alone
I just wanted peace.
Just to be free. But now
Now I'm coming for it all
And when i get it all. I will