In Spirit tested by Fire!

by: CJY

• How do I know I was in love, why does it hurts when they leave or move on. Love is not suppose to hurt or cause pain. Why am I in pain?
• Fighting for her heart and maintaining my love for her on a regular basis was/is not a easy job. Working hard for anything should bring success but no amount of hard work should show failure like this on this level. Maybe im not working, or not am i smart, or working for the wrong thing.
• I had to test my self to see where Im at. To see if I was living a lie, or loving a lie, or not really loving at all. Have to shine the light on the darkness to reveal the truth. But how?
• Seeking spirit to find truth, tested the fire to learn of it authenticity. My love for her is real despite of her not loving me back or loving someone else.