Sunday, November 1, 2020

Scorpio secrets ♏️😈

3RD PERIOD

1. 

It was 3rd period again, hate this class but I have to go to it. Social studies with Ms. Atlas she was so boring and the class was so large in size.  It was like 30 desks place in columns aligned perfectly every day 5x6, and guess where I had to sit? 2nd row. Well, that's better than 1st row, because you just lost all social status by sitting in the front row, and on top of that, you have to pay attention because you are directly in the peripheral view of Ms. Atlas. Being assigned seats, "middle school controlling everything in our lives", I sat where my name was on the desk. [Nameless], my desk sits a the edge of the 1st column on the 2 rows where I can see the overhead projector board easy. (Ms. Atlas), "Welcome today class, I have rearranged some assigned seats for accommodating reasons, so class please make sure you are all seating in the right chairs today. Some of you will have the same assigned seats, so just make sure you're in the right seat." Looking and double-checking the desk I was sitting at, my name and the assigned seat are the same", nothing to worry about. Then suddenly the guy that usually sits in front of me, caucasian, kind of smell of wet hair but superiorly smart and alert in class. Unlike the rest of us, students just sitting and waiting for class to just be over with. Then suddenly he gets up and switches seats with someone else, someone not expected, who usually sits in the back row of the class. The guy in front of me switched seats with the girl from the back of the class, Jessica! Elite 7th grader, beautiful brown eyes, brown hair brunette girl. With an amazing body, dresses nicely, and smells even nicer. You could smell her as she starts to walk past me, like soft blueberry and vanilla extract candle scent, it was unreal and she was completely out of my league or any other guys in that classroom particularly. Her personality matched her style like I was watching J' Lo's backup dancers. She was a superstar and untouchable, her body curves to where I couldn't even describe. It cast a spell on me when my eyes would follow her arched smooth back slope inward to her small waist then far outward as my eyes traveled down the ass. Hypnotize by the bouncing of each cheek as she walks, the cheeks were perfectly printed in the jeans as if it was her own skin. I couldn't stop looking at her ass, and suddenly she turned towards me and looked into my eyes with a stunning look. It was like her eyes hit my spirit and stunned me as I was being punished but also rewarded at the same time. After catching her eyes beamed on to mines, I suddenly tried to think of what to say but couldn't talk. She kept staring and so I smiled and looked down at my assignment book on my desk. As she was standing right in front of her desk looking fiercely at me still stunned like she was holding my soul by the neck with her eyes. I couldn't breathe or move any further, then by fates luck, Ms. Atlas spoke to here. "Jessica is everything ok with your desk", she turned towards the teacher in front of the class and away from me. Yes, it's fine! Ms. Atlas, "Well have a seat and we will start class then." She throws her bookbag strapped to her back over my head and onto the desk. I gasp in breathe thinking she was going to kill me for the utter disgrace, then I heard a giggle and looked up to see her smile at me while she sits down in her seat. What was that? What did it mean? The anxiety in my bodies was turning me inside out like I was out in deep space.


Monday, July 31, 2017

In Spirit tested by Fire!

by: CJY


  • How do I know I was in love, why does it hurts when they leave or move on. Love is not suppose to hurt or cause pain. Why am I in pain?
  • Fighting for her heart and maintaining my love for her on a regular basis was/is not a easy job. Working hard for anything should bring success but no amount of hard work should show failure like this on this level. Maybe im not working, or not am i smart, or working for the wrong thing.
  • I had to test my self to see where Im at. To see if I was living a lie, or loving a lie, or not really loving at all. Have to shine the light on the darkness to reveal the truth. But how?
  • Seeking spirit to find truth, tested the fire to learn of it authenticity. My love for her is real despite of her not loving me back or loving someone else.

Sunday, August 30, 2015

Toxic to my poison.

When a flower died from the harshness of winter.
The sun rises flowing in as spring, i think i have a temper.
Aging in sap made of broking hearts.
How do i still see a light beaming,
Even when the deep sea is so dark.
My past became my poison,
Slowly killing me inside out.
My youth tripled in age far past my number, ohh the gout.
Lights are dimmer. Strength is fainting. Bones are collapsing.
The poison started in the mind
Questioning my masculine.
Faith and hope my foundations,
Cannot be stood on any longer.
So i give in to the cureless poison. Submission. I'm not getting any younger.
But there a whisper breaks wind, my eyes are feed with bread of life.
Arise! A quickening jumps my body like a car battery with no life.
A glow, like an aurora shines obviously bright. I have sight.
My strength rises again and the poison starts to loose its might.
As dense my heart was, it begins to fill lite.
My heart beats faster when i have her in my sight.
Is my poisoning weakening, as i start to overcome my feats.
The urge to become stronger, the purpose to reach your goals peak.
Her voice rebuilds a falling temple,
Her presence shines on my hope.
Her scent is my pheromone taste, and toxic gas to the poisons yoke.
My weakness is here strength,
Her sensuality is my sunlight.
A touch electrocutes through the veins lasting through the night.
Thoughts of the image of her in my mind reoccurs every driving miles.
The toxic to the poison that weakens me comes from her lovely smile.

Tuesday, August 18, 2015

You gotta be real.!

You gotta be real
No fear nothing to feel.
Mind Strong standalone
Make sure nothing goes wrong.
Think son dont run
Get it all done.
Never stop never quit
Make this -ish legit.
Take in and take all
Im never gonna let you
Youll never gonna get it.
Im not tired im not down
You just made me mad
This isnt over because
Im not going down without a fight
Youve awoking something in me.
Something ive been hiding
Something ive been awaiting.
The true me the real _
I told you not to do it
Not to try me.
Just to leave me alone
I just wanted peace.
Just to be free. But now
Now I'm coming for it all
And when i get it all. I will
Crush it.

Monday, August 17, 2015

Movie Poems! Episode 2

CLICK!

Who ever imagine a fate in your own hand?
I guess I’m only guilty for being a man with a plan.
I think I knew what it would be like, from the beginning.
My worst enemy, who knew I would end up befriending.
Then again I’m my worst enemy, everything’s opposite,
She is my Candy, the streets are my sanctuary, and I love it.
So how the fuck these niggas can stand up to me,
When I own all this, you see all my symbols stands for “D”.
We created a disease that creeps in from the shadows,
And I was snuff from the back by my own fellows.
I’m face to make a decision for breaking new laws and rules,
Looking at this nigga across from me, ha-ha he’s a mastermind fool!
There’s no greater feeling like holding this barrel to my head,
Except for when Candy holds me and makes sure I’m fed.
Swallowing my pride, fear, pain, for it can dissolve in my tummy.
Pulling this trigger, while facing death hard like he owes me money.
CLICK!
BANG!

Check out the trailer of Click
Coming Soon Near You!

Monday, August 10, 2015

Seduction has a Colour!


 FOR MATURE AUDIENCE ONLY!

When your mind wonders and falls into the deep dark intimacy and seduction, what color do you see?
When you finally get that first touch, kiss, or even you know what from the one that makes your heart skip a beat, what color do you see?
Is your color "ShadezofBlu".

After reading these stories, i can assure you that Blu will be your favorite color.



@SHADESOFBLU Arts video coming soon...

@CJYCREATIVES


Thursday, July 30, 2015

Movie Poems!

Up In The Clouds


10 thousand feet up in the sky
You rise with the air very high.
When you look towards the ground every things small,
And realizes who flaunts and who falls.
Puffy as cotton candy yet very tall and very large,
This is a cloud I'm on, wait who is in charge?
Look at this, Im landing on a surface-less surface,
I can't believe what I believe I see is on purpose.
Up in the clouds, inhale, there is no smoke,
The air is both thin and thick I can choke.
Heads pop up like flowers, not one but fifty,
"Welcome", they said, so civilize, I thought like a city!
Up in the clouds, up in the clouds! Feels like I'm Floating,
Yelling very loud, while these people/things starts croaking.
They Disappear, maybe I'm dreaming or hallucinating,
Keep calm my friend, A godly voice speaks and my heart racing.
Welcome to the Rave, the realm of day dreams only in your mind.
We are Valan's and in your reality, this is Cloud Nine.